Monday, January 21, 2008 Y
she called me.
her voice sounds so tired.
guess that she muz be studying everydae,
everyhour, everyminutes and
everyseconds ...
she's really working tt hard ... for studies
bitter .. emo .. lifeless .. living in darkness ..
thats all i can feel in my heart.
fiona .. i need you, really
i no longer live ..
dead .. loneliness ..
make me alive again..
only you can-
-dead-
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Friday, January 18, 2008 Y
is she tt heartless? am i a toy to her? am i a toy who listens to her command? ask me let her go means let her go? ask me leave her alone means leave her alone?ask me do and tt..am i a toy or a machine wif no feelings to her? wat am i in her eyes?
i m still a human being wif feelings.
i m a guy who wans to find a true love.
i m a guy who wans to be ur guardian angel forever.
is tt too difficult?
i juz wan to giv in all my best to help you in ur studies
is tt too difficult?
i m not a puppet to let you toy here n ther tts for sure
but wat can i do? i alr in the madness wif you even though i try to forget u.
but i can tell u tt..i cant..i really cant.
i cant.
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